| brash & hopeful |
[02 Dec 2009|08:28pm] |
that my luck won't perish tonight
& when the overcast tries to kill me
it's your slow motion rain that falls warm on my neck that keeps me alive.
( i a m b r a s h & h o p e f u l )
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| did you see the words? |
[26 Nov 2009|04:55pm] |
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& when your newest kisser is peeking, you dress yourself up tonight. get all tangled up in arms & legs, it's cramped up & someone grabs a hold do you go ohhhhh? should you go home? there's something starting don't know why & in a house so cozy few words are spoken, lets take our shoes off & unwind when there's minuets off in the background drowning out eyes off ears off, test the kiss goodnight. don't keep my loving on my mind.
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| countdown |
[26 Nov 2009|12:13pm] |
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ten days to morrissey!
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| do you get up up up? clouds stop & move above me |
[25 Nov 2009|09:16pm] |
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what would i want - animal collective |
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first of all, my trip couldn't have been any better. it was awesome to go experience life somewhere else for a few days. i was in the best company in all hours of my vacation, & i couldn't have asked for more. i met some amazing people & got to hang out with some people i reaaallyy wanted to hang out with more.
the only other news is that the new animal collective ep is absolutely amazing, & that i am crushing hard on this one boy who is unlike anyone i've ever met before.
( eternity will never be enough for me )
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| i love to be with you & the sun will rise |
[20 Nov 2009|05:05pm] |
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black moth super rainbow - sun lips |
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my road trip begins in a few hours.
san luis obispo tonight & tomorrow night.
then san francisco til wednesday.
i'm ready to get out of here for awhile
& leave all this behind for a little bit.
but i will return :)
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| love |
[17 Nov 2009|01:54pm] |
you're in my flesh & bone
wherever you go i'm home
♥
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[11 Nov 2009|12:41am] |
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is there any way that i can stay in your arms?
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| there are moments when i'm overcome, cause it breaks my heart |
[09 Nov 2009|11:55pm] |
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iamx - spit it out |
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it's one of those really hard nights.
one of those nights where i can't believe this is happening.
it's like deja vu, i feel these feelings i felt years ago when this same thing happened.
it goes away most of the time, but sometimes it creeps back.
i'm pretty good at ignoring it most of the time, but the overwhelming feeling of being replaced like a fucking roll of toilet paper still lingers.
maybe it will make me feel better to say,
he's just a fucking asshole,
& he's exactly what he always promised he wouldn't be.
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| that was |
[06 Nov 2009|01:17am] |
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unreal & wonderful.
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| to people who can't stand on their own two feet. |
[05 Nov 2009|12:24am] |
have you realized by now that you fill your days with someone who could be anyone?
she fills her days with the same. you could be anyone.
does that affect you at all or do you like to relish in the wishful security?
the wishful security of a warm body next to you at night
the wishful security of a kiss when you need it
the wishful security of a random cold hand to hold
does it hurt your heart to realize you are nothing on your own?
not by your own faults but by your own choice?
your own choice to find someone else to make you believe you are whole
you are a waste of space, a waste of time
so go on wasting anyone's space,
wasting anyone's time
anyone won't mind.
my days will not be filled with anyone.
& anyone's days will not be filled with me.
i will wait for that someone,
& that someone will wait for me.
(disgusted&embarrassedforyou.)
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| why does this |
[04 Nov 2009|12:34am] |
always always always
happen to me.
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| just some of my best friends |
[03 Nov 2009|06:56pm] |
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my secret friend - iamx/imogen heap |
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davey schmavey, my lady, & ping pong paul
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| rest assured, comfortable |
[01 Nov 2009|11:46pm] |
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temecula sunrise ~ dirty projectors |
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i had such a beautiful weekend. celebrating dave's birthday on friday was awesome, & halloween was even better than i had imagined it would be.
i feel an amazing sense of peace in my life now. i completed a 150 (instead of 120) hour internship in two months, & i couldn't have done it without the help of some of my best friends & of course, my family. i feel so grateful to have so many people supporting me & rooting for me to do my best.
halloween was a wonderful closer to an epic chapter of my life. i can't say thank you enough to the wonderful boys who have let me spend the last two months sleeping on their couch. we shared many laughs, bowls, & beers, & despite keeping me up til 3:30am when i had to wake up at 6:30am, i still love you guys. so thank you to octi, kris, sam, henry, & gio for being so hospitable.
the dirty projectors were awesome. i was happy they played two doves, useful chamber & temecula sunrise.
( i want to remake the horizon. )
i'm caught up in a storm that i don't need no shelter from. all i want & all i need, right here with me, you're right here with me.
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| i'm glad |
[28 Oct 2009|06:02pm] |
that i was right
& skanks are nasty
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[27 Oct 2009|03:36pm] |
so of course i miss you & i miss you bad,
but i also felt this way when i was still with you.
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| my road trip |
[25 Oct 2009|11:27pm] |
to san fran just got 449 times better.
me & pepper will have some lovely company.
<3333
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| my birthday |
[22 Oct 2009|05:39pm] |
so my biggest birthday wish this year was to have my pet saddle play me a cover of yer blues by the beatles & let us all dance & it's going to happen yay. november 6th.
:)
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| for no one |
[22 Oct 2009|04:46pm] |
your day breaks, your mind aches, you find that all her words of kindness linger on when she no longer needs you. she wakes up, she makes up, she takes her time & doesn't feel she has to hurry, she no longer needs you & in her eyes you see nothing, no sign of love behind the tears, cried for no one, a love that should have lasted years.
you want her, you need her & yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead, you think she needs you & in her eyes you see nothing, no sign of love behind the tears, cried for no one, a love that should have lasted years.
you stay home, she goes out, she says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone, she doesn't need him, your day breaks, your mind aches. there will be times when all the things she said will fill your head, you won't forget her & in her eyes you see nothing, no sign of love behind the tears, cried for no one, a love that should have lasted years.
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